In two days, it will have been two months. It's alright, I'm alright. I'm just haunted a little bit. I've been listening to a song over and over today and it's fitting the feelings in the pit of my stomach. It's lethargic and cathartic and full. In my head I can see a wood at twilight and people sitting round a camp fire humming and beating drums. I feel this trance in my stomach and it is staying there the whole night.
Germany is wonderful, really. It has so much to offer and meets most of my needs. (I still miss proper sandwiches). I am just having a blip. It's a necessary blip though, I reckon. It's been like fireworks these past few weeks, and now it's time for the bonfire to set in, generously accompanied by good people and impassioned music. I am going to accept the bonfire as she quietly blazes, and I'll struggle to sleep, but will not do anything about it.
In two days, it will have been two months. I'm alright, I'm just a little bit on fire.
